Rather Waste Some Time With You

About The Girl

Rachel --
[noun]:

A real life terminator

Birthday: 6 September

Music is my life.
I love my friends.
I love my family.
I love animals.
I love drumming.
I love making new friends.
I love hanging out with people and just having fun.
I like strawberry vodka!
Chocolate Ice Cream is the best.
I love myself.

Friday, November 30, 2007

Magnes Leekay

Magnes Leekay

Magnes Leekay is a rather pleasant girl.
She lives in Bishan with a rather long tail.

She loves drawing bananas and swings from tree to tree.
She's rather agile as you can see.

But however, a couple years back,
She fell and almost broke her back.

Alas, thank goodness, her back was okay.
But her arm wasn't there to stay.

So with a bandaged hand, she came to school
When first I saw her, I was really tempted to rub her 'boo-boo'

Magnes Leekay was a quiet girl then
Now we can't seem to stop her from shutting her vent

Magnes Leekay is a very good friend
She'll always remind me of a broken hand.

Written By: Rachel

Rachel was reminiscing at 3:55 pm

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Fuck

Sometimes. I. Wish. That. I...

Could be unreasonable and just explode and fucking yell at you. And not regret it cos it's been in my system for too damn long.

I feel that maybe, sometimes, or, most of the times, I'm being put... last. And I hate it. And I don't understand why this functions differently from others. I guess it does, things will never change sometimes.

And I hate it, trust me, I really do.

Fuck. You.

...really.

Rachel was reminiscing at 1:07 am

Friday, November 23, 2007

This is a mark.

My head is feeling rather hot, my heart is beating a lil faster than usual, time seems to be passing by rather quickly.

It is 4pm now and in 1 hour and 30 minutes time, my Final Year Project days are over.

Rachel was reminiscing at 4:00 pm

Thursday, November 22, 2007

O.o

Some updates on the remaining days of my FYP life.

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Forgot which day.

Met Biatch at the Airport after school. Had dinner at Macs. Thank you for the treat Hantu dearrrr!

After that, we went to NTUC to get some drinks. Ahem Ahem... You have to pay an extra 20 cents for a chilled drink! Ahem...

Headed to the Viewing Gallery to drink and to chill.

Made Biatch laugh quite alot. Hehe...

At around 11pm, we headed to the train station and I made him take the train to Outram Park.

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21st November 2007, Wednesday

Met Evigan at Simei after school. Had dinner and hung around. We saw a Shetland crossed with a Poodle. DAMN CUTE!!! Her name's Monster.

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Anyways, I am being posted to Chevron International Ptd Ltd at Raffles Place for my attchment. Arrgh... Formal wear!

Last day tomorrow! I can't freaking wait! But sad la, going to miss my lab buddy. SEE KHOI I'M SO NICE! =P

Rachel was reminiscing at 2:06 pm

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Now I don't know how I should feel.

When everybody's got a reason, I feel like giving up.

Rachel was reminiscing at 2:29 pm

Embedded Systems

Urrrgh... I woke up late today cos, for some reason, my alarm didn't go off.

Ironically, I slept much earlier than my usual time. I slept at around 11plus yesterday.

And I forgot to put my necklace on cos I was fucken rushing. I feel so weird without my necklace now... Almost very uncomfortable without it.

Gah...

Anyways, my last week of FYP. Can't wait for it to end.

Have to pay mum $50 cos I lost a bet I made with her.

DAMN YOU PEOPLE FOR LEAVING OUT THE DETAILS!!!

Anyways, on to other stuff...

Get a copy today!

Interested parties may drop me an email or a text. [if you have my number that is]

Rachel was reminiscing at 11:43 am

Monday, November 19, 2007

Bring me back all your wild, whimsical fantasies.

Times like these, I wish I could drop everything and just walk away. Disregarding everyone who appear to care for me.

And I question myself,

"WHY am I doing this for you?"

"WHY do you affect me so much?"

"WHO are you to deserve this?"

"WHY am I always on the losing end?"

"WHY am I so fucking weak?"

Nothing surprises me anymore, everything seems to bore me after awhile. I need someone to inject some form of life in me. Something fresh in my life.

My patience is running out on you.

Maybe I should stay at home for awhile to tame myself and maybe, just maybe, I'll be back to getting excited over the little things in life.

Rachel was reminiscing at 12:01 am

Thursday, November 15, 2007

IN YOUR FACE!

HELLO EVERYONE!

I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY!

BECAUSE MY FINAL YEAR PROJECT IS DONE.

DONE DONE DONE!!!

Now I'm left with the documentation for the project. It's going to be a breeeeeeeeeze from now till next week. HEHEHE...

Rachel was reminiscing at 11:06 am

Spade

If there was one person...

..just one.

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I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun
You are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

We've had our fun
And we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

And girl I pray you leave me never

Cos this is a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

I just want you to know that

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever
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-- Forever --
-- Damage --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 10:27 am

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Maybe I lost my direction.

Erm, I have nothing to say now.

I can't wait for jamming tomorrow. Sorta. I hope I can play the songs or I'll be uber pissed at myself.

And, I wish that SOME PEOPLE would talk to me more in the afternoons.

Boo...

Rachel was reminiscing at 1:42 pm

Monday, November 12, 2007

This Is Rock N' Roll

Rachel was reminiscing at 1:01 pm

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Reassurance; Don't we all need that sometimes?

You don't hear something and not do anything about it cos that's just a total waste of effort on my part.

It's like how I mean yes when I say no. And how when I say you, I mean me.

I'm a fucking childish, insensitive, insecure, selfish person.

Sorry.

Rachel was reminiscing at 1:28 pm

I should have known better.

Rachel was reminiscing at 12:36 pm

Friday, November 09, 2007

fuckingchildishscumbagsoftheworld

One day, when I make it. When I've climbed to the top while you guys eat my dust at the bottom.

One day, when I have you eating out of my hands. When you'd beg and pray that I even bother to glance in your direction.

That's the day where I'll fuck you and your entire future up so bad you'll wish you were never born.

And before you close your eyes to take that step to end it all, you'll be wishing that I'd even bother to watch you go.

Rachel was reminiscing at 4:14 pm

Thursday, November 08, 2007

I'm so tired...

It's like right now, I don't have the time to breathe.

Seems like the fact that my life is so cluttered with things now, Final Year Project, FYS, Renegades, and the fact that there is a last train everyday. It just wears me out oh so easily.

I get bored of things/people very easily. Nothing seems to keep me happy now. Only the simplest things in life does. A simple breeze, playing with Holden, sleep.

Maybe I should just stay single for the rest of my life? The fact that I can be pretty hard to handle at times... Mood swings and all.

Maybe I just need someone to sweep me off my feet, blow me away, surprise me, I don't know; Maybe I just need to keep away from people for some time.

Maybe... just maybe.

Rachel was reminiscing at 9:09 pm

This is the new shit.

So much for the public holiday.

I'd choose school anytime.

In my recluse mode now. Kinda. It's like, I'm just not interested in anything that is not in front of me anymore.

Then again, even if something is actually in front of me, I might not give two fucks about it either.

And if anyone realised at all, I don't bother to ask about anything. Won't bother to find out. If you want me to know, tell me. Otherwise, I won't ask.

So if I do not give a flying fuck / appear uninterested / unenthusiastic about anything that you or you or you say... yep.

Rachel was reminiscing at 6:43 pm

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Time after time.

I miss them so much!

Rachel was reminiscing at 2:34 pm

Monday, November 05, 2007

Smelly Hoodie

I FINALLY succumbed to the social norms of carrying an umbrella out when it rains. A pink umbrella at that too.

It all started when I thought that newspaper could do the simple job of providing me with some shelter as I walk to the train station.

But when I stepped out onto the streets, it looked otherwise.

No choice, I didn't feel like getting drenched early in the morning, so I called mum and got her to pass me an umbrella at the door.

Rachel was reminiscing at 9:26 am

I hate wet socks!

About 1 hour and 40 minutes ago, Gordon, Evigan, and I were under a HUGE piece of cardboard [Dong's suggestion], walking to Aljunied Train Station.

The two guys were holding the board up and I was just walking in the center cos my arms are too short to support the board. =x

We had a good laugh doing that.

Rachel was reminiscing at 12:47 am