Tuesday, November 28, 2006
My mini trip to hell and back.
Hello people.
I nearly died last night.
Yes, NEARLY DIED.
Started off with my stomach hurting like fuuuck...
Then I got really giddy. And my stomach hurt even more.
Mum gave me two tablets before I went to bed.
I was curled up like a foetus, hugging my stomach, praying that the pain will go away.
Fell asleep for like 5 hours?
Suddenly I woke up, rushed to the toilet and started puking. Fried rice. Urgh...
Looked at the clock, "Shit I was only in bed for 10mins."
Mum came out to check on me. Somehow, my stomach felt better. But I was shivering pretty badly so I took my jacket and went to bed.
Fell asleep.
I woke up again, feeling super hot.
Looked at the time, Eh it was only like, 2am? Wtf... I thought I slept for another 5 hours again.
Felt the urge to puke again. Once agian, fried rice.
Took my temperature, 38.8 degrees. Oh man...
Gathered my stuff and went into the bathroom to rinse myself.
Puked AGAIN. Gah... When is this going to end?
Not to mention I was having a bad case of diarrhoea too.
Sat on the bathroom floor and rinsed myself. I felt so weak, I wished that I can just faint and let people lug me about.
Came out of the bathroom, went to mum's room and told her that I was having a high fever. Mum and Dad told me to go eat panadol. But I wasn't sure if I should, seeing that I was having a tummy ache too. But I took it anyways.
Switched the lights off and procceeded to my bedroom. Before I could even step out of the kitchen, I flicked the lights back on and rushed for the toilet again.
Turns out, my body rejected the panadol.
Forced myself to sleep. Shut my eyes and started tossing and turning for the most comfortable position that I'll be warm in and that my stomach won't hurt. I didn't sleep at all.
Woke up about 7 more times to puke. Last time I puked, it was green. Eww...
I feel horrible and extremely sleepy now. My stomach still hurts and I feel super cold. Can someone just like, put me to sleep for a couple of hours and fix me so that I can wake up feeling all normal?
Hmm... I guess not eh?
Rachel was reminiscing at 1:02 pm
Monday, November 27, 2006
Like you care.
My
Stomach hurts.
I feel giddy.
Gah...
I think I'm down with food poisoning or something.
Save me?
Mhmm thanks.
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:07 pm
Change The World
I was bored so I did this lil quiz that my friend sent me.
The Truth About GuysWhen you think of boys what's the first thing that comes to mind? Aliens? Boyfriend material? A little of both? Well, you're not alone. Take this quiz to find out how much you really know about these crazy creatures -- and how to figure out their secret ways!
Here's what I got:
Congrats, you ace guy-talk! You know boys aren't really aliens, but
that they have their own way of expressing their feelings (or totally
obsessing over things, like skateboarding). Play it cool, sistah.
There's no need to gloat that you "get" how they work-boys like to
think they can keep girls guessing!
Anyway... I got even more bored and found some stuff relating to us girls on the net. And it's kinda true. Not all though... But I guess it varies for different individuals.
Guys, have fun and blow yourselves away. Girls, let's see what these men will do.
Here we go...
The Truth About Girls...1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with a sincere apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to "get over him" after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
To whom it may concern: I don't care about you no more.
Rachel was reminiscing at 9:17 pm
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Keep Talking.
Jamming today. I could have done so much better. Shouldn't have screwed up so many times... And I'm not done learning Nightrain (Sorry Munchkin!). I realise that I can play along WITH the song, but not alone.
Yeah you should get what I mean I hope.
Anyways, after jamming, we had to budget a lil, went to Long John Silver for dinner. Cam whored and then went home.
Ok ok, what you guys would rather see... Pictures!








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Her love rains down on me easy as the breeze
I listen to her breathing it sounds like the waves on the sea
I was thinking all about her
Burning with rage and desire
We were spinning into darkness;
The earth was on fire
She could take it back
She might take it back someday
So I spy on her
I lie to her
I make promises I cannot keep
Then I hear her laughter rising
Rising from the deep
And I make her prove her love for me
I take all that I can take
And I push her to the limit to see if she will break
She might take it back
She could take it back some day
Now I have seen the warnings
Screaming from all sides
It's easy to ignore them and G-d knows I've tried
All this temptation
It turned my faith to lies
Until I couldn't see the danger or hear the rising tide
She can take it back
She will take it back some day
She can take it back
She will take it back some day
She can take it back
She will take it back some day
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-- Take It Back --
-- Pink Floyd --
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P/S: 16th December ok Korlyeen? =D
Rachel was reminiscing at 10:41 pm
Open Season.
Jamming in a few hours time.
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
Nightrain Nightrain Nightrain...
Creep Creep Creep...
Oh poo...
Rachel was reminiscing at 2:17 pm
Friday, November 24, 2006
Sort your life out - IKEA
Met the guys and Carol at Long John's for lunch. doctormixxyloola treated. THANK YOUUU!!!
Hung around at the studios, watched Hantu get high with his songs, watched Moppy work his magic fingers on frodoshop. A click here, a click there and we're set!
I cried at night la. Heeeyurrrr... Didn't wanna say goodbye to her. =(
Went to Burger King at Outram Park for dinner with Hantu. Our main topic was teachers. Haha... Shared all our experiences in school. Had a good laugh.
Update: After 11pm
Went home, spoke to Papsy on the phone for a couple of hours. Then I called Moppy. OMG HAHA HE SOUNDED JUST LIKE A WOMAN WHEN HE SAID, "Hello."
Spoke to Munchkin after that. Then I played with a very sleepy Holden before forcing myself to bed.
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Loaded like a freight train
Flyin' like an aeroplane
Feelin' like a space brain
One more time tonight
(look out)
Well I'm a west coast struttin'
One bad mother
Got a rattlesnake suitcase
Under my arm
Said I'm a mean machine
Been drinkin' gasoline
And honey you can make my motor hum
Well I got one chance left
In a nine live cat
I got a dog eat dog sly smile
I got a Molotov cocktail with a match to go
I smoke my cigarette with style
And I can tell you honey
You can make my money tonight
Wake up late honey put on your clothes
Take your credit card to the liquor store
Well that's one for you and two for me by tonight
I'll be
Loaded like a freight train
Flyin' like an aeroplane
Feelin' like a space brain
One more time tonight
I'm on the nightrain
Bottoms up
I'm on the nightrain
Fill my cup
I'm on the nightrain
Ready to crash and burn
I never learn
I'm on the nightrain
I love that stuff
I'm on the nightrain
and I can never get enough
I'm on the nightrain
Never to return
No
Loaded like a freight train
Flyin' like an aeroplane
Feelin' like a space brain
One mor time tonight
I'm on the nightrain
And I'm lookin' for some
I'm on the nightrain
So's I can leave this slum
I'm on the nightrain
And I'm ready to crash an' burn
Nightrain
Bottoms up
I'm on the nightrain
Fill my cup
I'm on the nightrain
Ah ah ah whoa yeah
I'm on the nightrain
Love that stuff
I'm on the nightrain
And I can never get enough
Ridin' the nightrain
I guess I
I guess I guess I guess I never learn
I'm on the nightrain
Float me home
Ooh I'm on the nightrain
Ridin' the nightrain
Never to return
Nightrain
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-- Nightrain --
-- Guns 'N Roses --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 10:29 pm
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Side track!
Reached the studios, Hantu, Moppy and Carol were there.
Hantu, Moppy and I went for lunch. Char Siew Rice. Yum...
Then we had reeb.
Hantu and Moppy were laughing at me. Ask me why if you're curious.
Went back to the studios after that.
Slacked around, watch Moppy do some designing. OH HE DID THE FYS LOGO! Kick ass man!!!
Anyways, Moppy and I went into the jamming room to play the drums. Moppy helped me ALOT with my drumming. We were in there for the looongest time, talking and playing drums. Felt real nice just hanging out with Moppy. Thank youuuuu.
Papsy sent me out to go to school.
Night class!
Mr Ooi was there, along with our Database teacher. Then they started talking about me. It all started when Ooi saw me, and he went, "Rachel..." *looks at the Database Teacher* "This girl always ask me to go for concert one... She organises gigs la, then still got dunno what manager." Haha...
Then the database teacher asked me when my gig was and I was pretty surprised that he even knows that I'm planning a gig. We talked about the location of my gig to come. And Ooi was asking if I make any money out of organising gigs. Still curious about how the database teacher knows that I'm organising a gig, I asked him how he knew that I plan gigs.
Here's his response:
"You got the look what... Plus you always so busy, always want to go home early. Haha..."
Jialat... If the lecturers know that I'm organising a gig, I wonder who else knows...
Anyways... After night class, Alvin, Agnes, Syamira and I went to Macs for dinner. Well, more like, to watch me eat.
We started talking about how quiet Agnes was when we first met her, and how she's now one of the noisest in the group. Then we talked about how our group came together etc.
While walking out of school, Alvin suddenly went, "We NEED to play bowling again!"
Apparently it's because the last time we played together, Ain, Fariz and I beat Agnes, Syamira and him flat. Bwahaha...
We started talking about playing pool. Damn... We're so gonna have an outing and go nuts one of these days...
Yaked and yaked on the train with Alvin all the way home.
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The Wolves Within
Author Unknown
An old Grandfather said to his grandson, who came to him with anger at a schoolmate who had done him an injustice, "Let me tell you a story. I too, at times, have felt a great hate for those that have taken so much, with no sorrow for what they do. But hate wears you down, and does not hurt your enemy. It is like taking poison and wishing your enemy would die. I have struggled with these feelings many times."
He continued, "It is as if there are two wolves inside me; one is good and does no harm. He lives in harmony with all around him and does not take offense when no offense was intended. He will only fight when it is right to do so, and in the right way. But the other wolf, ah! He is full of anger. The littlest thing will set him into a fit of temper. He fights everyone, all the time, for no reason. He cannot think because his anger and hate are so great. It is helpless anger, for his anger will change nothing. Sometimes it is hard to live with these two wolves inside me, for both of them try to dominate my spirit."
The boy looked intently into his Grandfather's eyes and asked, "Which one wins, Grandfather?"
The Grandfather smiled and said, "The one I feed."
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Rachel was reminiscing at 11:47 pm
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Whoa-oh-oh...
Went to Cine Leisure to watch Casino Royale with Munchkin after school today.
I WANT PIERCE BROSNAN BACK!!!
Annywayss... I had fun, and now I'm broke. Sheeeeeet...
Pretty excited for the coming jamming session. I'm gonna put my money to full use and play to my heart's content. If you stop me I will and I shall kick your ass. =)
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We've tried so hard to understand
But we can't
We held the world out in our hands
And you ran
Away
It takes some time to let you go
And it shows
Cause all we know is falling
It falls
Remember how
Cause I know that we won't
Forget at all
Now we can follow you back home
But we won't
Is this what you had waited for?
Just to be alone?
It takes some time to let you go
And it shows
Cause all we know is falling
It falls
Remember how
Cause I know that we won't
Forget at all
You never
You never said
This wasn't what you wanted
Was it?
Was it?
This isn't what you wanted
This isn't what you wanted
Cause all we know is falling
It falls
Remember how
Cause I know that we won't
Forget at all
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-- All We Know --
-- Paramore --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 9:30 pm
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Way back home.
Playground @ Momo!!!
Went to Plaza Singapura with Hidayat and Maryse to meet Papsy, Jane and doctormixxyloola. Had dinner at Pepper Lunch. Haha you should have seen me when I was told that I had to cook whatever that's on the plate. I ended up asking the waiter who delievered Maryse's food to cook for me... =X Papsy was telling me to get a boyfriend who can cook. I CAN COOK!!! I swear I can!!!
Anyways... Hidayat, Maryse and I headed to Momo after we had our dinner. Saw so many familiar faces there. Let's see, there was Sabrina, Egan, Wayne, Leonard, Elsa, Jasmine, Natasha, Joycelyn, Samantha, Desmond, Amanda, Dharma, Dong, Terrance, Gaffar, and the list goes on and on...
SpanishFly was awesome. Oh man...! I can't wait for them to play at Fasten Your Seatbelts! next year!!!
Left after SpanishFly cos I had to settle some stuff at home urgently.

^^ Maryse and I^^
[I dislike the flash especially in dark places cos I'll squirm. I think we both took about like 20 over pictures cos my eyes were like damn small.]

^^ Wayne and I ^^
[I love love love this guy to bits!!! He's my awesome drumming teacher. He's also a great, very friendly, incredibly awesome, and uber fun guy. I feel very safe whenever I see him, don't know why but yeah. He's just so awesome and I heart him alot!]
Bedtime!!!
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Most of our time we've spent arpart
Most of our years we're far
"Intense" is the word that comes to mind whenever we're back together
When I saw you from across the yard
One look and you took my heart
It's content being in it's place
But it feels it's tethered
And I don't know how you feel about that
If you're sad if you're mad if you're glad
But I do know the feeling of waiting and waiting and falling so slowly
Breaking your heart is like breaking a glass
I get cut by the shards
I get cut by the past
So please
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know but it's killing me
Please
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know but it's killing me
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-- Clarity --
-- West Grand Boulevard --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 11:36 pm
Monday, November 20, 2006
(s)AINT
He went nuts today. But it was funny. The bunch of us had loads of fun. They made my day billions and billions of time better.
Thank you.
Went for dinner with Moppy at the coffee shop around his place. I ordered western food and it took so long that I asked it to be packed for me to bring home. The auntie still scold me... >.< Moppy was like, wtf.... Haha he was quite pissed off. Then he promised to blow that shop up. Thanks Moppy. =p
Currently learning these songs now:
Creep by Radiohead (Trying to master the roll.)
Nightrain by Guns 'N Roses
Angels Or Devils by Dishwalla
High And Dry by Radiohead
Don't Look Back In Anger by Oasis
Would? by Alice In Chains
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I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you
You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
But now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile and you'll
Never be as perfect whatever you do
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
I am a bonetop, a death's head
On a mopstick
You infected me, took diamonds
I took all your shit
Your "sell-by-date" expired,
So you had to be sold
I'm a suffer-genius and
Vivi-sex symbol
You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
But now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile and you'll
Never be as perfect whatever you do
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
I've got an "F" and a "C" and I got a "K" too
And the only thing that's missing is "U"
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you
I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super-ego bitch, I've been evil awhile
I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super-ego bitch, I've been evil awhile
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What's my name, what's my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
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-- (s)AINT --
-- Marilyn Manson --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 11:16 pm
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Babble babble bitch bitch.
I love this piece of writing... It's a lil arty farty yet filled with so much angst.
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I hope and pray
That one day
The words that sprouts out of your mouth
Will swivel and slide around your neck
And choke you
Make you turn blue
Till you're reduced to the pile of nothingness that you really are
My only revenge is to live my life better than yours
To see you whine and complain about your little friends
To see you bitch about every little thing that comes your way
Scream like a fucking pig you bastard
Cos you might not be able to anymore
Or maybe you should just shut the fuck up
And live to see the day once more
Notice how much you bitch in a day?
Notice how those things really don't matter
Yet you still choose to bitch
And bitch
And bitch
AND BITCH AND BITCH AND BITCH AND BITCH AND BITCH
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
You fucktard, get out of our lives
Or just start living yours right
You don't deserve to live
You're born to die
In the shadow of the valley of death
Is where you should reside
Tormented souls
Haunted bodies
Pray your life was just a dream
The cut that never heals
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
Babble babble bitch bitch
Bitch bitch babble babble
Die you fucker
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If you're a Marilyn Manson fan, you should be able to see the influence.
Rachel was reminiscing at 2:54 pm
Friday, November 17, 2006
Hey! Roll over today!
Went to the studios today. Papsy was having a splitting headache. =(
Watched Moppy "re-skin" and tune the drums up. Talked to him as he was doing that, about my dreams etc etc.
I had a chat with Papsy whilst sitting by the window still outside, Mixxy jumped a lil when he saw me there. Haha...
Mixxy and Papsy left early, leaving, Roman, Hantu, Moppy, and I in the jamming room.
Hantu commented that I look depressed and Moppy was like, "Just say, I'm depressed." And I was like, well, "I'm not really depressed, I'm emo." And they started laughing.
Moppy was tuning the drums up alongside with Hantu. (They were getting the bass and drums to synchronize I think.) and I took the guitar and started playing by myself. Then I played the "Chasing Cars" chords for awhile before switching back to G and E minor. When the two were done, Moppy asked what I played and I was like, "A few chords and a lil of Chasing cars."
Then it started.
I taught Moppy whatever little chords I knew of Chasing Cars and he started playing. Hantu was like "Er... I've only heard of that song once, on Singapore Idol..." Roman stepped in and before I knew it, Moppy was banging on the drums, and SINGING, yes SINGING while Hantu and Roman played Chasing Cars. From one song, came many different tunes for about like 15mins. Haha...
Moppy taught me the basics of rolls. Roman and Hantu helped out as Moppy was coaching me by playing simple beats. Then Hantu went, "Tempo tempo!" which meant that I went out of beat. Moppy was like, "(to me)No... You're doing fine Rach. (to Hantu and Roman)You guys are the ones doing it on purpose haha..."
THANK YOU MOPPY!!!
(For all the times you've helped me with my drumming.)
Roman left and soon, Hantu and Moppy were getting high. Hantu was seriously kicking major ass on the bass. Moppy, as usual was going hyper on the drums.
While packing up, Moppy and I started playing frisbee with the snare drum skin. Hit my finger a couple of times. Continued playing frisbee on the way downstairs. Nearly hit a few cars but didn't. Phew... Oh ya!!! Moppy gave me his snare drum skin!

Went for dinner with Hantu. MUTTON CHOP!!!
Yaked and yaked about random stuff, boys, girls, ex crushes etc.
Hantu caught sight of this sign where we were sitting at and asked me to take a picture of it. He commented that the first character on the left looks like someone holding a joss stick, the character in the center looks like someone in a rock concert...
"Then how about the one on the right?"
"Lollipop."
And thus, the name of this picture is born.

JOSS STICK ROCK CONCERT LOLLIPOP
Then suddenly, Hantu went,
"So why were you so depressed just now?"
"I was? Why do you say that?"
"Cos you weren't smiling and bouncing around. Haha..."
"I wasn't smiling? I thought I did?"
"Well, yeah, but not much la."
Jackpot. So I told him what was bringing me down, this this this, that that that, this that this that this that yada yada yada... Yeahhh...
Reached home, yaked on the phone with Papsy. At least he's feeling all better now! =)
Rachel was reminiscing at 9:34 pm
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Backwards.
Today started off real slow.
Nicholas' last day of the O Levels.
Went to school with Alvin.
Boring lecture, luckily I got Kamal sitting beside me. Some form of entertainment. =x
After that was Cost Accounting lecture. Was seated inbetween munchkin and Kamal. Fir was in the same row, just beside Kamal. The girls sat infront of me. The lecture was, as always, boring. Munchkin was so quiet. So Kamal and Firdaus became my main form of entertainment. Bwahahaha...
Saiful didn't come for Cost Accounting. Pfft...
Test, not bad, took me about 11mins to configure the VLAN stuff. It was an open book test anyways.
Night class. I was kinda high and yeah, I WAS ON A ROLL. Started becoming very noisy, and this kinda affected the rest. Started talking and laughing and messing around.
This is the funniest night class ever
-Alvin
After night class, I called Papsy to ask if he wants to meet up for dinner. But turns out, he already has something on. So I called Moppy, who was on his way home, carrying a heavy bag. Then I called Hantu, who was already at the MRT station and he was tired so I was oh so alone.
Luckily Alvin, Agnes and Syamira sat with me at Macs while I had dinner. Thank youuuuuu!!! I love you alottttt.
My brother just came back from Vivo City. He got me a tube of cherry! Haha...
Cheers all!
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:15 pm
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Oh so scene!
Went to the studios after school. Nearly everyone was there. =)
Sat there and slacked. Then there was eXe and I in the jamming studios. I jumped at the chance to play on the drums. Had alot of fun. Jammed with Papsy, he helped me get the roll for creep right. Yay!
Left for dinner at Long John's Silver with Carol. Chatted through dinner all the way till Bukit Batok, when I had to go off the train.
Carol bu yao zou... =(
Anyways, here are some pictures taken on the 8th November, when the club people were dressed and ready to go visiting.

^^ Kimo, Firdaus and I ^^


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I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams
I, I, I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
And I don't have fond desires
And I don't have happy hours
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
Happiness and I guess
I never will again
When you walked out on me
In walked ol' misery
And she's been here since then
Yeah, we're fucked!
I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh yeah!
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-- Since I Don't Have You --
-- Guns N' Roses --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 10:33 pm
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Balachan!
Dinner with The Renegades and the guys today.
Moppy was extremely clumsy.
We were equally deaf.
Had a mini balachan eating competition with Saiful, Hidayat, Kamal, Firdaus and Hairul. Lost badly time and again. Sob...
Then there was the arm wrestling competition between Kellie and Hantu. Guess who won? HAHA...
It was all fun. I'm glad that the WHOLE Street Team was able to make it. Only regret was that we didn't take a group picture.
Suuuper duuuper tiredddd...
I'm craving for the Green Curry we had at the Thai resturant, Mutton Chop. ANND... Colleen just made me crave for Mee Sua.
Jialat...
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:58 pm
Monday, November 13, 2006
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Red, White And Crue says:
wa
Red, White And Crue says:
that guy damn handsome
Red, White And Crue says:
who is that
Rachel says:
i dont know leh some random person
Rachel says:
see him good looking so take cam and snap a photo
Red, White And Crue says:
wa can intro to me
Rachel says:
cute right???
Rachel says:
YOU GAY AH
Red, White And Crue says:
yea i actually wanna tell you that
Rachel says:
:O :O :O
Rachel says:
his name is chong ming
Rachel says:
same surname as you leh
Red, White And Crue says:
WA
Rachel says:
about the same height
Red, White And Crue says:
so conicidental
Rachel says:
play guitar also!!!
Red, White And Crue says:
wa
Rachel says:
AND HE LOVES GUNS N ROSES
Red, White And Crue says:
wa
Rachel says:
but he prefers the old line up la
Rachel says:
hahahahhahaha
Red, White And Crue says:
sounds like me la
Rachel says:
ya hor
Rachel says:
come to think of it
Red, White And Crue says:
HAHHAHAHHA
Rachel says:
your long lost twin ah?
Red, White And Crue says:
nonsense la
Rachel says:
hahahhaha
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:42 pm
The Perfect Place.
Ok here's the deal.
1) I'm scared
2) I'm confused
3) I'm breaking down
4) I wish I can run away from everything
5) I wish I had someone there for me and me only
Times like these, you wish you knew what to do. You wish that someone's there to guide you and hold your hand through everything, you want to feel secure and reassured.
Would you be that person?
Bjorn kor kor I wish you were here... I just... Wish you'll come back. Study in Singapore and meet at Ah Kong's house every Saturday.
Oh god I feel like crying now.
Rachel was reminiscing at 12:09 am
Sunday, November 12, 2006
First Jamming Session.
Met Munchkin at City Hall MRT. Went to Penisula cos he wanted to get guitar strings. I went to look for a drumstick bag for my drumsticks so that I don't have to carry my bag everytime I bring the sticks out. Didn't find the kinds that I want. Oh well...
Met Saiful and his girlfriend at the bridge. There was some Dragon Boat competition going on. Apparently Threesome was in this competition.
Darren suggested that we joined the competition. I'll be the drummer, Saiful's girlfriend will stand at the back to steer and Saiful and himself will be the people rowing. Killer combination, sure win.
Reached Fourtones. I started on adjusting the drumset to my liking. First song we played: Creep.
Fuck la, I messed up a few times... Gah...
Then we played Seven Nation Army. But stopped halfway cos it was getting boring.
Played Nightrain, I played the basic beat for that song cos I totally forgot how it went.
After 2 hours of jamming, we paid and left for dinner. Saiful's girlfriend wanted to go home to study so Saiful sent her home, leaving Hidayat, Darren and I.
We went to KFC for dinner. Damn I was starving. After that, Darren brought us to his uncle's resturant, "Changing Appetites", at Marina Square. I'll let the pictures do the talking.












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There's a reason we can't see through lies
Tattletales and lullabies
I'm just looking for one thing tonight
Clarity make my sight
Make some sense I'm falling back
Calling you out
I'm calling you out
Common sense i'm done with this
Cause I just want out
Just let me out
And feel my fight
Time's a funny thing I thought it might
Steal away all your smiles
But it's all the same I still fall behind
Forceful pains make me blind
Make some sense I'm falling back
Calling you out
I'm calling you out
Common sense i'm done with this
Cause I just want out
Just let me out
And feel my fight
I'll tell you everything
I'll tell you everything
I'll tell you everything
I'll tell you everything
Make some sense I'm falling back
Calling you out
I'm calling you out
Common sense i'm done with this
Cause I just want out
Just let me out
Cause I can't fight
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-- Fight --
-- West Grand Boulevard --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 11:27 pm
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Family day.
Today's Family Day. (At least it is, for me.)
Went to Big Jie Jie's house, reached at around 12pm.
Was the video/camera girl for Aidan's one month celebration. Aidan's the latest addition to the family. My cousin's son and can I say, my nephew. =)
Saw Aidan for the first time. HE LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE HIS DAD!!!
Seeing that I had loads of time to kill, I asked dad to send me to Roxy Square where Dharma was working at so that I can get the West Grand Boulevard CD. I wanted to stay on to talk to Dharma but dad was waiting in the car so I got the CD, paid, said bye, and ran all the way back to the car.
Reached the house, watched the remaining of the Michael Jackson "movie" from back in the days. Man oh man... I remembered exactly what he did in that show cos I remember watching it billion of times whenever I was bored at home.
Anyways, the gathering was a blast, I stayed while mum, dad and Nicholas went home.
Watched Chicken Little with Kaelie and Jasmie. Small Jie Jie was telling me how she'll feel like puking whenever she hears that Chicken Little song as it was during her "pukey" days when she was pregnant when the movie was up. Haha... Now we know...
Went to Aunt Kath's house and waited for dinner. Edmund Uncle put i-robot on for us to watch. Dinner! Pizza, chicken wings and chinese dishes. Following that we watched Windtalkers. Damn I love that movie. Nicholas Cage is such a talented actor.
Uncle David sent me home after that. Super sleepy now. Jamming tomorrow.
I don't know what to say...
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:58 pm
Friday, November 10, 2006
Happy Days and Sad Nights.
Went down to the studios today.
Damn haircut.
Talked about Thursday night and what happened to me. Greg was going, "Now how Rock n Roll was that?!" Haha...
Moppy grabbed my shoe off my feet and threw it to Hantu who then threw it back. Then my shoe was thrown to Greg. So basically it was a game of "Monkey" with me as the monkey. All because I poked Moppy and Hantu. LOL.
Then Moppy took my hat and threw it to Greg who then put it on.
Yaked yaked yaked.
See? If I hadn't snatched your shoe off, we wouldn't have had such an interesting story.
Ok Moppy... Whatever you say. =P Haha... So it means that if I didn't poke you, you wouldn't have snatched the shoe off my feet, you wouldn't have snatched my hat and we wouldn't have learnt of this story.
Conclusion: Poke Moppy more.
*cough*
Bwahaha...
Went for dinner with Hantu and Carol.
Home.
Loads of things troubling me now.
..especially Fasten Your Seatbelts!
On a happier note...
THE WEEKEND'S HERE!!!
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:57 pm
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Burp.
The day could have been better... ...If Agnes wasn't sick at home with a fever. =(
GET WELL SOON AGNES!!!
Met Papsy at Newton Circus for dinner after night class. Had Fried Rice and Squids! Yummehhh...
Talked and talked.
Cabbed to Papsy's house cos there was a straight bus back home from the bus stop there.
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:50 pm
Sneeze.
Thank you for the ice cream Munchkin! =D
Bloody flu...
Rachel was reminiscing at 1:33 am
Monday, November 06, 2006
Wanna Come In?
I was watching "Wanna Come In?" on MTV just now while I was eating dinner.
Here's a short introduction to the show.
This show is about guys who dont have enough confidence to go on dates, so they're going to get a little help from a guy. A stud to be exact. While on their date they will get help with an earpiece in their ear while the stud talks to them during their date. They're given tasks to do and if they do it and a matter of time then they get money and at the end of the game, if the girl says, "Wanna Come In" Then the studs get the money and the guy gets the girl.
Anyways, on this episode, only one of the two guys won and here's why. I caught the HUGE difference the second the losing guy made the mistake. (Time to take your notebooks out guys...)
Let's call the winning stud, Guy A and the losing one, Guy B. Girl with Guy A, Girl A and girl with Guy B, Girl B.
Senario #1:
Guy B gets out of the car, takes about 5 steps away from the car door and waits for Girl B to get out.
Guy A gets out of the car, turns around, and helps Girl A out of the car by taking her hand.
Senario #2:
Girl B asks Guy B a question, Guy B answers halfheartly whilst turning his head to look somewhere else.
Guy A maintains eye contact all the time whilst talking to Girl A.
Senario #3:
Guy B walks ahead of Girl B when walking her to her house.
Guy A walks WITH Girl A when walking her to her house.
Based on this 3 senarios, the obvious winner would be Guy A. Unless Girl B has a liking for bad boys.
But I doubt so, seeing how high class and posh she is...
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I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys don't know how to act
I think your special whats behind your back
So turn around and I'll pick up the slack.
Take em' to the bridge
Dirty babe
You see these shackles
Baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way
Take em' to the chorus
Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you're working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other fuckers don't know how to act
Come let me make up for the things you lack
Cause your burning up I gotta get it fast
Take em' to the bridge
Dirty babe
You see these shackles
Baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way
Take em' to the chorus
Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you're working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
You ready
You ready
You ready
I'm bringing sexy back
You mother fuckers watch how I attack
If that's your girl you better watch your back
Cause she'll burn it up for me and that’s a fact
Take em' to the chorus
Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you're working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
You ready
You ready
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-- Sexyback --
-- Justin Timberlake --
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Rachel was reminiscing at 9:59 pm
I feel sick...
Eurgh...
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:13 am
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Talk about bad hair days... [Part 2]
So I took a picture on my phone, sent it to photobucket and showed it to Moppy (and a bunch of other people) online.
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
moppy
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
i got a picture of my new haircut
the rainworld says:
show me
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
:'(
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
*sends link*
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
afdgja
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
ok i'm gonna go into hiding now
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
stop laughinggg
the rainworld says:
hey its not bad!
the rainworld says:
come on!
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
:(
the rainworld says:
seriously its fine
the rainworld says:
it doesnt look funny at all
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
it looks weird!!!
the rainworld says:
sometimes fringes look really funny but yours doesnt lah
the rainworld says:
and it'll grow out nicely
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
it better
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
or i'll NEVER cut my hair again
the rainworld says:
haaha its reeaaly fine
Rachel [Rather waste some time with you.] says:
ok i hold you to it
Chocolate bubble tea with pearls ok munchkin? Thank youuu!!! =D
Rachel was reminiscing at 10:18 pm
Talk about bad hair days...
Me: Moppy I look 14 now.
Jachin: Hmm? What do ya mean?
Me: I cut my hair. I have a fringe now. And I look more like a kid. =(
Jachin: Ah. Well do you like the new look?
Me: Sniff... No I don't like it... I look like a kiddy...
Jachin: Aw... I'm sure you can find a way to stye it in a way you like it... And if not, well, you'll only have to live with it for awhile. Cause hair grows really fast ya know.
Me: Moppy :'(
Jachin: hey
Jachin: dont cry
Me: see my hair in the picture? Why didn't I keep it that way???
Jachin: aw.. hhaha you know, i never had a single haircut in my life that i didnt regret
Jachin: I guess thats why i stopped cutting my hair altogether
Jachin: haha
Jachin: but dont worry... it'll only be awful for the first few days
Jachin: just laugh it off :)
Me: I have schooool oh mannn
Me: hahahahaha
Me: don't laugh till you drop when you see me ok
Me: Or i'll poke you
Jachin: okay i wont
Jachin: unless its reaaaalllly funny
Jachin: but i doubt it is lah
Me: ok then you're gonna laugh
Me: it is lah
Jachin: no lah..
Me: yes lahh
Me: oh well hahaha
Me: oh ya i wanna see your picture when you had short hair!!!!! bwahahaha
Jachin: hahaha now that was really ugly
Jachin: when i had short hair
Me: hahaha
Me: wait till you see my i/c
Me: we swop ok? fair and square hahahaha
Jachin: hhaha sure
Jachin: but i dont have an ic
Me: ohh then whichever picture you have of you with short hair haha
Jachin: aaagh
Me: hahaha dont aagh la
Me: have you gotten your ice cream?
Jachin: not yet
My body feels as if a gang of wrestlers beat me up reaaaal bad. Urgh...
Rachel was reminiscing at 5:01 pm
Friday, November 03, 2006
High.
Firebrands rocked as usual. Was headbanging with the Renegades. Awesome awesome...
Ok I shan't mention what happened after the gig. Oh man... I'm never gonna live it down...
*dies*
But all in all, it was great fun. A HUGE THANK YOU to The Renegades for helping out and to Mervyn, Allan, Kenny for helping out also. To all who came down, I really really really appreciate the support! Love you guys!!!
Mwah mwah mwah. =P
Munchkin!!! Cute cute munchkin!!! =D
Rachel was reminiscing at 11:13 pm